I am a universe. Like nesting infinities we each are a microcosm living, breathing and expanding within each other and within a larger world. Laws of nature that apply to the universe also apply to me. When something is out of balance the plates shift and an unsteady milieu prepares to devolve into disorder. This is my internal state. I know that when cleaning the house things must get messy before a new order can set in. As things shift and move and redefine themselves it appears though chaos reigns supreme. Is there method to the madness?
Step 1: Notice that something is off.
Step 2: Figure out what that something is [this is the hard one].
Step 3: Adjust.
Right now I can feel it bubbling and boiling. I am aware of the sensation and I do not judge it - I accept the situation completely. However, I would like to understand where it comes from. What is it that I need to express? I feel the pressure in my gut and in my throat but I cannot identify it's source... or perhaps trigger. I awoke with it this morning and have been unable to shake it all day despite a glorious hour long meditation in the park under the sun. For that hour I felt incredible. Light and free, breezy blowing through my hair and the warming sun soaking into my skin. I am hoping that a reset push will wipe it clean. After all tomorrow is a new day.
With Light,
Michelle
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